I was reading an article from Andrew Wommack tonight and in a long twisting strand of a web of synchronistic happenings in my life lately, it landed squarely on my heart. I feel so much like I’m seeking and seeking and nearly finding just exactly what I’m looking for. And that is, I believe, how a Christian is supposed to live her entire life. It isn’t that we ever are complete or finished here in our earthly lives, it is that God means us to be eternal seekers.
New Living Translation
“Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
Will you pray with me?
God,
I am seeking for You in my life, in every second and moment of it, in every corner and hidden place. I find You and Your Grace and Your fulfilled promises everywhere I look, now that my eyes are open and I am so grateful, Lord. Every day, Lord, I find some new piece of me or my life that I am still not turning over to You, though, God. I see that I am letting worldly expectations and ideas of shame and judgment get in the way of a meaningful relationship with You, Lord, and as I turn each of these hidden parts of me over to You, I experience Your true healing, love, and Grace. I know I can not hide from You. I know You have seen all of my life before You even created it, and I seek today to ask You to remind me to trust You in all things. I am so humbled by that, Lord. We can get so used to keeping pieces of ourselves from people for fear of their reactions, Lord, and I am overjoyed to remember that we need not, even can not, hide from You. Lord, release me, all of me to Your way. I give you all of me, again today, Lord. I pray You forgive me for laying worries at Your feet and then picking them back up, for hiding from You as if You were a mere human parent, and for forgetting to trust in Your love for Your children. Lord, mostly, I ask You to keep showing me how to expect the best from life because I am Your child, how to be content in every situation, yet to keep seeking and asking for more, because You have given us Your Spirit and it has already conquered all.
In grateful supplication, by His Stripes, Amen.